“I was 6, I was here for the summer, and .. I wandered out down to the lake by myself. I was throwing rocks into the lake, and I walked out onto the dock so I could throw them even further. And I was standing right up to the edge … I reached back and threw one as hard as I could, and then suddely, I was underwater, and I couldn’t breathe. And them, I remember trying to scream, and … and .. water rushing into my lungs. I could feel my whole body stutting down. And I remember the panic. I was so scared”. [beneath]